Sad

I haven’t been able to write this post until now….it’s just been to hard.

We lost our beloved Carago (our older horse) Monday.

He was tired and age kept him from being able to bounce back this time . It all happened so fast that it seems like a blur.

I haven’t been able to bring myself to even go to the barn since then. I am so thankful for my father who takes care of the horses for us. We were over at my parents house yesterday but I couldn’t even look down at the barn or the pasture. And luckily the horses were in the lower pasture.

I know that I’ve got to move on and face the here and now but right now the hurt is still to fresh. Maybe this weekend I’ll have time to process the emotions.

I do want to thank everyone for the prayers…..even though it’s been hard, I know that he is in heaven running around, eating carrots!